so i finally have a scanner now,  a few old things will be put up. AND changing the layout to look a little cleaner.



i decided last minute to NOT do letters and then NOT erase them and this is what happens. meeeh. note that the lines on the face are still shakey. long way to go. *sigh*



this was a long long long long long time ago. you can tell by the crease where it was folded and transported to everywhere and nowhere. for some reason i love this one like lions burning. yes more than the actual lions burning one. mainly because its done on seriously OLD note paper from like the 70s. fer seriously. its like, my mom's note cards from HER college days. *i heart old paperz*

i was supposed to be studying.
I had note i needed to give to a classmate the next morning.
I saw a pen.
And highlighter.
I need more self control.



this is what my roomate koko looks like, cartoonified.

she said the funniest thing (well i thought it was funny) a few days ago. and she didn't mean it to be funny. she really believed it.

"koko" the...thing...will be re-enacting that moment soon.

*final paper for finals on the 12th and then i'm free!!!! (for two weeks)*

on second thought, the blue dude's not so angry, more like miffed. i had to scan this at the cyber cafe here, and the lady (who's quite friendly with me, since i'm a regular) asked what the picture meant. i didn't really want to discuss that, since its all open to interpretation, so i said that it meant nothing and she said "well that cant be right, every picture has a story" then her friend and herself proceeded to tell the story of The Blue Dude.


Lady: see, the white thing, those are teeth, they're from this guy *points to Rad Red* and its cut and put here, see thats why his (rad red is female, btw) mouth is all stitched up (it isn't, i just made the lines very sriking)

Friend: no, no, well, yeah, see, this blue guy got into a fight with the red guy, and the red guy lost.

Lady: yeah, thats why they had to stitch him up. cause the blue guy beat his teeth out.

Friend: yeah see the blue guy's all pissed.

Lady and Friend laugh until the scanning is done. i chuckle politely and wait. Friend comments on 'kids these days and their drawings'. right.


its not quite done.

this one i did out of pure doodle, then three days later i redefined it, coloured it in, yesterday, i bought a pack of shitty pposter paints, dry and cracked, and colored it in with that. it reads "The seraphimanines will eat you if the hand doesn't bite you. Give it up boy, you DEAD." top left: shalzamar, the demon reincarnation of my lost kitty shalimar, top right, some kinda dog thing with a hand for legs,


this, is owned by Jhonen Vasquez, i redrew it because i love nny, and happy noodle boy.

this was the one i did that i colored in tea and coffee. dark stains hazelnut coffee, light stains tea. the red is a drawing on the other side that the tea seeped into and brought out.

inspired by nny's shirt that read "smile, you fucker!"

hey, its me, aqah. avieyal. drunknkittn. that girl. yeah.


listening to "welcome to the black parade"...its soooo DIFFERENT! i can tell they really worked on this one, can't wait for the album!! OCTOBER 24!! its awesome in its own way. in a way, less punk, in the beginning, very classic rock, then its all marching band punk shredding guitars. awesome.

but i digress.

my userpic, is one of my work. which is the point, kinda, of this journal. i know i have one already, but i want to differentiate this one and that, keep it all organized. q_enam stands for quixoticEnam. my life, my art. gerard's voice sounds like bert a little. its called urban drool, that painting that i clipped. it was done when i was so sick of all this urban bastards, emotionless zombies, fuckwit robots, y'know, your usual "they are the ones without identity" rant. urban. they are the urban drool, hanging from society's open gaping mouth. spit. eeewwww...

yeah.